verging into the realm of the uncomfortably personal, as we dust off that hoariest of jungian shibboleths... the integration of the shadow.

 yeah yeah I know, what the fuck is a 'jungian shibboleth'?  roll with it dawg. you'd have to pay good money for a university to teach you this shit.

 

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Direct download: AUG19-crowned_in_shadows.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:47pm EDT

some slight reinterpretation of previous symbols, a bit of buddhism, and the prospect of  selectively remixing your past.

..and that's only the first half of this day.

 

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Direct download: AUG18-the_serpent_loom.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:44pm EDT

" where you are right now, you can't even imagine what the bottom will be like"

-fight club

Direct download: AUG17-patience_and_endurance.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 10:50am EDT

I was saying something at the beginning of all this about the risk of premature confidence...
Direct download: AUG16-exit_strategy.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 10:46am EDT

Sometimes it's good to mess with a structure, and sometimes it's best to just live with it. And sometimes, you're stuck with it, anyhow, no matter what you preffer.

 

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Direct download: SFTP11-I_Just_Need_Some_Fucking_Structure.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 9:36pm EDT

Completing our vision from the previous installments, in which we finally meet the denizens of the other side.

Guardian angels? or demonic infestation?  ...you don't expect me to spoil it here, do you?

Direct download: AUG15-mask_of_bones.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:06pm EDT

Now that we've had a vision( not the vision, but it's a start),  we must go about the carefull task of interpreting it. And where else does one go for that the man himself, Carl Jung?

 

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Direct download: AUG14-totality_symbols.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:22pm EDT

I bet you were wondering how long I could meditate in one sitting without losing my mind. And if you weren't, I was, so there you have it...
Direct download: AUG13-till_the_end_of_the_night.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 5:28pm EDT

Among all my other chosen heresies, I also occasionally venture into the realms of neo-platonic hereticalism. The witch hunters will be fighting over who gets to burn me, one day...

 

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Direct download: AUG12-A_Single_Thread.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 9:43am EDT

   We're back and we're cranky. How do you use sympathetic magick to shift the destiny of the world? Good question. Wish I knew...

 

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Direct download: Aug11-_The_Human_Problem.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 8:36pm EDT

 We tie up the first phase of the working, much as we have tied up everything else so far; an act of will. It's the muscles you use that get stronger. Don't ever forget it.

 

 

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Direct download: Aug10-_Crawling_from_the_Wreckage.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 11:28am EDT

A mini intro to buddhist meditation and insight practice followed by how to fuck yourself up nearly irrevocably with them, followed by how to fix yourself after you do. and there's something there about the overflowing abundance of beauty in the universe too...

 

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Direct download: AUG9-Was_and_Is_and_Will_Be.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 9:11am EDT

We're back and we're keeping it short. snowstorms, ancient sorcerous invocations, and barbaric yawps.

 

Direct download: AUG8-I_AM_HE.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 8:31pm EDT

to conserve upload bandwidth we settle for a truncated analysis of  my self tarot reading. you may find the whole context for this post at my homepage under the same name. thank you for your indulgence.
Direct download: AUG7-_toward_the_center_of_the_weave.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:13pm EDT

It was bound to get complex sooner or later. submodalities, symbol manipulation, 'astral' work, demon binding, voice removal and reinstalation.

 welcome to the lifestyle, folks.

 

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Direct download: AUG6-_all_of_me_youre_going_to_get.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:23pm EDT

you will never untangle the strands of the world that brought you here...
Direct download: AUG5-Rise_Up.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 10:34am EDT

I almost called it 'the first temptation', but maybe I'm just a cynical bastard. We'll give our self destructive, demonic forces the benefit of the doubt today...
Direct download: AUG4-get_thee_behind_me_satan.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:15am EDT

Last minute preparations, some reflections on taking the safe road vs the uncertain one, and sizing up the scope of our immanent harrowing...

 

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Direct download: AUG3-commend_me_into_the_arms_of_demons.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 11:01pm EDT

one ought to account on disorienting psychological effects during a serious ritual. but before a ritual? say what? so I guess we'll call this day one...

 

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Direct download: AUG2-Laying_it_Down.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 11:36am EDT

...in which we set the stage for either the most audacious bit of alchemy and artisitc expression in the public eye, by me yet, or the most spectacular flameout and nervous breakdown in the public eye you are likely to encounter.

 

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...I may need them following my institutionalisation.

Direct download: AUG1-priming_for_the_reintegration.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 6:43pm EDT

sometimes life is the biggest obstacle to getting a life. and sometimes the biggest obstacle to getting on with your life is the idea that life is something you 'get' rather than 'get on with'.

  yes this really does relate to systems theory. shut up...

Direct download: SFTP10-Strange_Armour.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:25am EDT

how to set yourself on the path? how to change from what you're doing to what you want to be doing?  like most things, there is no one right answer, but there are right ways to arrive at one...

 

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Direct download: SFTP09_-_turning_the_taps.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:13pm EDT

well, now that we've established that democracy 'works' and beaten the real 'evildoers' time to cash out and leave the table while you still can.

 

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Direct download: You_Cant_Land_On_A_Fraction.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 10:12am EDT

just like it says. who i am, what i do, and how to get into it. my concession to user-friendliness.

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Direct download: Introduction.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:11pm EDT

when the moon bleed and my lungs cry

and the fire leap forth from my eye

bones bend and heroes break

and everything was right to be a mistake

a world full of twigs and spray

and the light at the end is on it's way

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Direct download: the_light_at_the_end.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:28pm EDT

and here, at the turn, there is little to do but relate one's own experience. hence you get to hear about my glimpse of truth, late at night, in an unheated garage.

sounds a bit sordid, doesn't it? but doesn't it always, eventually?

 

 

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Direct download: gather_it_up_then_let_it_go_forever.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 10:12am EDT

Come, little drop, and return to the infinite ocean...

  what? I can't get all mystical and untive and shit sometimes? You're all bastards, I'm telling you.

 Fine. Pretend I'm that guy Begbie from trainspotting, and that he's your guru;

Get that ego shite out of your system, or I'll F&@#*% kick it out!

 

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Direct download: wave_of_dissolution.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:51pm EDT

saddle up for superpowers, madness, psychic maelstroms, idiot savants and everything your twisted little mind ever desired.

  all you have to do is learn to sit still and focus.

  No? too bad then...

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Direct download: siddha_supermassive.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 8:25pm EDT

Here's the missing link between the stuff that works, and what you've probably been doing up until now.

  Man! I'm a hard bastard, sometimes, aren't I?

...and incidentally, people who never hit the tip jar make baby jesus cry. top left!

 

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Direct download: cast_adrift.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 10:24pm EDT

You probably wouldn't think that breathing was a potentially hazardous thing to be doing, but it wouldn't be the first thing you hadn't had the whole story about, would it?

 

 

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Direct download: the_invisible_fire.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:30pm EDT

It's easy to proclaim yourself an adept.

But to look good, feel strong, stay healthy, bend the wills of those around you, and still be rooted in yourself?

That takes some work, my friends.

 

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Direct download: walking_the_walk.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 4:38pm EDT

Hey kids, rock and roll.
Nobody tells you where to go, baby.

What if I ride? What if you walk?
What if you rock around the clock?
Tick-tock. Tick-tock.
What if you did? What if you walk?
What if you tried to get off, baby?

Hey, kids, where are you?
Nobody tells you what to do, baby.

Hey kids, shake a leg.
Maybe you're crazy in the head, baby.

 REM -Drive

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Direct download: furious_engines.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:35pm EDT

it's the much the same everywhere, it always works, and it's been around forever.

  the only issue is: will you do it?

 

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Direct download: the_new_school_same_as_the_old_school.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:57pm EDT

'What is the meaning?',  is the wrong question.

What do you want the meaning to be? 

 

 

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Direct download: the_world_to_be_saved.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 10:24am EDT

no one ever gives up on the future. they just convince themselves there isn't going to be one...

 

 

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Direct download: having_come_to_the_end_change.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 7:43pm EDT

a reasonably tactfull treatment of the social pathology that gives rise to tragedies such as the one we've recently commemorated.

 

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Direct download: and_the_shadow_exploded.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 10:00am EDT

a comprehensive explaination for a bunch of depraved shit you never wanted to believe in and didn't understand anyway.

 

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Direct download: the_sleep_of_forgetting.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:19pm EDT

rounding out our treatment of spiral dynamics and clarifying more reasons why everything is FUBAR and wonderfull, all at the same time.

 

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Direct download: knots_in_the_spiral.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 10:55am EDT

if you ever wanted to listen to somebody chatter on in a multi leveled evolutionary dialouge, in four seperate voices, then you're in luck.

aren't you happy?

 

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Direct download: a_developmental_conspiracy.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 7:09pm EDT

we make an introduction to spiral dynamics a little more palatable by taking more cheap shots at the neoconservative regime and their functional retardation.

 

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Direct download: the_unreality_of_the_rulers.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:35pm EDT

a dialectical metadynamic of history, submitted for your approval lest it be lost to suffering mankind.

 

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Direct download: Time_is_a_Predator.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 7:31am EDT

There are times for patience, restraint, and carefull action. this is not one of those times.

 

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Direct download: fables_of_the_insurrection.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 7:39pm EDT

a fairly innocent attempt tp clear up semantic confusion degenerates into a ken wilber/marshall mcluhan deathmatch as we engineer a multi-dimensional holocaust of clashing perspectives... and we explain why it is few people really know their own feet.

 

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Direct download: translation_unto_death.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 7:13pm EDT

Suppose you could live your life as if the apocalypse had already happened?

 

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Direct download: the_world_that_has_ended.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:29pm EDT


  Ever wondered why all these grandiose counter cultural movements keep dropping the ball? No?

 Well, I'm going to tell you anyway...

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Direct download: the_final_revolution.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 6:18pm EDT

As you move towards the center, and the pattern tightens, you begin to see the meaning... or do you?

 

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Direct download: Intimations_of_the_Nightmare.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 11:42am EDT

nothing to see here. it's all being taken care of. no need to discomfit yourself.

 

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Direct download: Reign_of_the_Oracles.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 5:04pm EDT

the past becomes the future and the future the past. collapse it into the vanishing point and check out of the rat maze, bay-bee

 

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Direct download: the_first_corner.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 9:46pm EDT

Maybe one day you were reading the celestine prophecy, and thinking about the true ramifications of the word 'quantum' and it occured to you that your head contains whole worlds. and then somebody told you to quit daydreaming and get back to work. 

  but little did you know, that it was really true. you DO have worlds in your head. that's why most people's lives suck. it might even be why your life sucks. assuming it does, and i'm not just projecting my insecurities on you. i was talking about 'projecting' in our last installment. remember?  

 yes, i know this makes no sense. it's just supposed to grab your attention for a few seconds while you're dowloading my latest carreening diatribe through obscure subject matter.

 

 

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Direct download: worlds_without_end.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:45am EDT

Having seen, do you understand? Having understood, do you act?

 

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Direct download: the_big_question.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 6:52pm EDT

ready for you and your descendants to assume your 'proper place' as a dirt poor farmer for the next three thousand years?

 me neither...

 

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Direct download: mal2.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 11:36am EDT

where lack of foresight, bad design, and bending over for a pack of unimaginative scumbags all converge for a peak oil free for all...

 

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Direct download: mal_1.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 11:33am EDT

our latest cyberpunk ghetto revival, featuring the life and works of our favorite mini-christ, the savior of the world and father of synergy, Buckminster Fuller.

... dust off your messianic aspiration, quit dreaming like a pussy and launch your comprehensive design science revolution.

 

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Direct download: pattern_integrities.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:05pm EDT

A brief foray into pop psychology and dr. phil style relationship advice, from our usual apocalyptic, ecstatic, wildly allegorical standpoint.

 

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Direct download: the_chymical_wedding.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 10:48am EDT

What would you say to a group of people who have the power to crack the earth in half and create worlds the like of which can barely be imagined, and they largely sit around with their thumbs up their cakeholes, engaging in ironic wank sessions as civilisation burns?

 maybe something like this...

 

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Direct download: the_world_is_not_a_joke.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:22pm EDT

in which my current grumpy phase hits rock bottom, as I exploit the tragedy of 911 to engage in some spurious metaphors and tarot symbolism, and proceed to posit an appalling brand of metaphysical malthusianism. on the other hand, i do a half decent reading of aliester crowley and encourage you to quit dwelling on negative crap and do something for the world.

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Direct download: atu_18_overdrive.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 11:59am EDT

a wild wheeling tribute to the man, the legend, a hero and inspiration to me, terrence mckenna.

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Direct download: TME3-Revolt_of_the_Elf_Machines_from_Hyperspace.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 5:37pm EDT

What do lions, tigers, buddhism, 80's cinemea and the epidemic of crystal meth have in common? How do you get everything you wish in the blink of an eye?

  All this and more in our latest display of improvised mental agility.

 

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Direct download: TME2-Culling_your_Spiritual_Cokehead.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 5:25pm EDT

First in a series free form excercises on randomly chosen topics, to test the medium, answer questions, establish some background details, play with ideas, and provide an entry point for new audience members.

In our first segment, we discuss manifesting intent, the value of humilty, wanton lust, self destructing adepts, and the demiurgic imagination.

 

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Direct download: the_mosaic_effect_1-_the_humble_godlings.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:57pm EDT

The first audio installment of an ongoing series of essays in occult and alchemical instruction, psychotic ranting, paranoid entanglement, and dangerously irresponsible proselytising.

 

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Direct download: to_stand_at_the_edge_of_the_world.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:42am EDT



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